Today I write about the musings of the week. This has been apart of my journey since my baptismal earlier this year. This yearning to be in the light during the darkest of times.
This has been a very long week, so much so I am writing this much later in the day than usual. Which is why I will discuss what was on my mind this week.
Romanticizing the things I am drawn to
To a certain extent I have a mundane life. Sure I have my daily rituals and habitual processes I appreciate but its nothing special. This week moving into the new Pleb Lab has brought me absolute bliss. The people around you make it home. The memory of walking in for the first time and embracing the light. Is one of the things I will always hold close to me. The wide-ranging creativity and vibrational technical depths this place could create is interesting. In short, the spirit of Pleb Lab has carried over to our new home.
Different thoughts on my present
Challenges will keep coming to the forefront if you let them. These days I make a list of the things I have control over and the things I don't. Recalibrating my mental state from day to day is tuff. Sticking to the list and knocking them out one by one has helped me keep focused on the imminent present. Does it work? Not always, sometimes that list becomes too long. I have slowly come to terms there will always be a list. Looking for beauty and actively embracing a sense of minimalism helps this. Front of mind always is the saying, "continuous work is a blessing."
Real pursuit of joy comes with time
Born out of the pandemic and the world ending came relentless pursuit of joy for me. I continue to work towards dreams. Of which I never thought possible before January 20th, 2020. The spirit of fun has become equally as important to me this entire time as helping others. These capsules of pure joy have only come two other times in my life. I have always been able to recognize it when I see it. Only real pursuits matter.
collision of realms
a hundred scenes happening
all at once, layers too
a story of people 5 years younger
5 years older, who just moved here
i'm being woven, and they're being woven
into the story of the mecca